update.

using desktop.
cant html any stuff so no heading.
again.
past two days sucked alot.
scolded by form teacher x.x
cos we go do some beat by banging tables.. and chairs.. and doors. and clapping. lols. i can do it best in my class so i did it extremely loud. loud until teacher scold me. n1 darren tan. u killed yourself.
THEN.
today. dam suck.
local sporting hero assignment. i do on tao li. n1 darren tan again. U FAILED. thks for plagiarising so much shit from wiki and dumping it into the report. dam. should have edited. really should have. instead of adding so many rainbows to the text and wordart. auuuuugh. heng got chance redo. lols.
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hais.
I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO DIE
IM SO GOING TO DIEEEEEEEEE
-rmbs 'if u dare to kill yourself why dont u dare to face the problem'-
IM GOING TO FAILLLLLLLL
OH MY GAWD.
CHINESE SPELLING IS JUST
SO
FREAKING
HARD
I CANT DO NO SHIT BUT FAIL IT.
ACTUALLY I CAN.
I CAN MUG.
MUG OUT THE WORDS.
BUT.
BUT.
I JUST CANT REMEMBER STUFF.
I CANT REMEMBER HOW TO WRITE WORDS.
I ONLY HAVE ABILITY TO REMEMBER MEANING OF THOSE CHARACTERS.
I REALLY GOT TO HAVE MY RICOLAS AND JAGABEES.
DAMMIT.
kay.
seriously.
im so gonna fail chinese spelling. ive never passed in secondary school before. not once. lol. argh nevermind.
wat else. yea maths. im finally getting back on track. see my workbook. semester 1 activities are like all ticked under the IC [incomplete] column. i slack like some bastard. never listen in class. it took its toll on my sa1 marks. so now all my activities are ticked under WC [work complete]. yay xD
oh gawdd.
chem remedial today.
also catching up.
very happy with my current status.
jsut need motivation to do work.
well readers digest gave me suggestions.
one of them is to say encouraging words to yourself
'DARREN U CAN DO IT. U ARE THA MANNNNNN'
'ROCK ON DARREN. U CAN PWN THOSE PEOPLE HANDS DOWN. WITH YOUR HANDS UP'
'OMG DARREN GET SOME JAGABEE'
'OMG CAT FOOOOOOOD' [lolol]
'AERIS.'
xD.
hais.
guess id go redo my pe assignment now. i aint going to fail that.
buh bye.